It may only be a wish away. (:

Thursday, June 29, 2006

♥ 6:23 PM

haha tmr is friday and its a slack day! except for training. and best of all, monday's a holiday! and i wanna play pool! haha. i need spasness! and i grew taller! but like by 1cm la. but better than nothing. haha
so far, the past two days have been sucky! heard about some news too, apart from everything else, and worse of all is that u din tell me and i had to find out for myself. dissapointed mann.
and why do i even care? why do i bother? spoil my day only! waste energy! but i just want to know why?!

Monday, June 26, 2006

♥ 10:34 PM

school's started and the timetable sucks! but today wasnt that bad la. cabbed to j8 today after school for lunch with fel and div! bought chocolates like always! :D haha finally went to see the doctor last fri. well cant train for 2 more weeks thats confirmed. and the medicine sucks! got to go back to the doctor in two weeks. but its like gotten a little worse since i saw the doctor. well i feel so slack now that i've not been training for so long! haha but i cant really be bothered now la.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

♥ 2:02 PM

havent blog for quite a while i guess. there's nothing to blog about la. haha
well school's starting and there's so much homework to finish! and we havent gone to play pool!! haha there's training today but im not going. suppose to have gone to see the doctor but dad's not free so im not allowed to go. and its time i go and do my homework! haha

Sunday, June 18, 2006

♥ 9:00 PM

"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Thursday, June 15, 2006

♥ 11:18 PM

went to watch RV today! with sam and eve! haha funny show! but cute! haha i still havent done most of my homework and school's gonna start soon! and i have loads to finish up! haha so dead!
homework homework homework! oh mann! i havent seen the doctor for my knee la! dunno why i keep on pushing it back. hai
mei mei is so mad! haha can die! too spas too! haha
cant wait for deannah to come back! few more days! haha
oh spas going for camp. haha no phone! no com! no spasness! haha

"will tomorrow happen because of yesterday, or did yesterday happen because of tomorrow."

Monday, June 12, 2006

♥ 10:44 PM

had a great lunch at safra yishun today! haha the food was damn good! haha oh mann i miss club med! i miss the food and the BMW BIKES! oh gosh! went to coffee bean with spas and geraldine! did a little hw. haha funny la they all! joke lots with cheryl ann too! haha damn funny and damn lame! and geraldine is dumb! hahaha
k i miss club med so much! haha i miss the food! and the desserts! and the bmw bikes! oh i miss the beach too! and the lively atmosphere at the place! oh gosh! it is without a doubt the best holiday la! omg and on the way up we got ushered by police! damn cool! everyone had to pull over for us to go through! haha. let off paper lanterns too in the night! it was damn nice! could see it rise till it became like a little star in the sky! haha had quite a lot of fun la! it was worth missing nsl for la. i guess. haha never thought i would enjoy myself that much la. haha

no mood liao! sian! hai! oh mann! i need spasness! shitsz!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

♥ 11:47 PM

watched she's the man today with PP! funny movie! haha ate long john's for lunch. saw sheryl too! haha (: well din know where to go after the movie. but decided to go paragon in the end. marks and spencers, sports shops and toys r us! lame but fun! haha! went starbucks after that. talked then headed home la. got home later than was suppose to but who cares.
well. feeling down. dont know why. always gets to a point at night when it ends u like this. sucks mann! shitsz! hate the thoughts!
well tmr there's training in the morning at like 8! after that heading to coffee bean with spas! ducky mousey monkey! :D haha

*what is today? TODAY is yesterday's tomorrow and tomorrow's yesterday!* :D

Monday, June 05, 2006

♥ 9:51 PM

woke up late today! had nothing to do anw so it was ok! haha. had training today. din do much but shoot. talked about some stuff. oh and i finally saw saleha today! haha
well came home after training. found out my dad is not feeling well! bad thing
watching a horror movie now. haha my sis is so freaked out! haha damn funny la!
oh mann! i hope everything goes well during the trip! will bring back gum too! haha :D

Sunday, June 04, 2006

♥ 10:52 PM

ok went for mass today with dad. woke up late la. haha brought MOUSEY to see SPAS and DUCKY! haha k then went taka for almost the whole say la. shopped! haha
going malaysia on fri and not really looking forward to it la. cos someone's going. and not a very great someone. shitsz. and i have to see his face for like 3 full days can! ass!
i dont want to believe that its real, if it is, and i always avoid the fact that it may be true but i dont want to face it! i just dont! i really hope its not real leh. but all the things point to that fact. hai this is so irritating. shitsz!

:D
Have you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Can lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally, I BELIEVE!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

♥ 11:19 PM

today had trg in the morning! din train tho. so nth much la.
played this concentration game which was so cool but quite freaky in a way too! but its damn cool! haha its shows how strong our mind is! haha
k then went to the library to get some books for the trip to malaysia next week. dont wanna be bored to death la. haha
went to j8 after that with my sis to walk then later she had to leave for her school's dance night.
met jamie there too. haha she bought like heals which she is suppose to wear and she said that way she can be taller in it too! but she like cant walk in it! HAHA imagine that. haha
oh i wanna go watch SILENT HILL. looks scary cos its like no.1 in the US box office so it should be scary la. i hope! and i keep seeing the ads at bus stops too! haha i think its a sign for me to go watch it! haha
went to NSL with cynthia, sheryl, caryn, shermaine ,eunice and liko. had fun! made new friends! loads of laughter! haha pics at sheryl's blog! haha :D
*hope everything goes well* :D

Thursday, June 01, 2006

♥ 4:33 PM

well had nothing to do today so lots of time to think about stuffs! and the rainy weather rounded it all up.
thought about a lot of stuff! not great stuff tho. thinking of it all over again, i so regret it! like WHY?! shitzs! i cant believe i actually made that decision to end up here like this! i cant believe i gave that up for all this crap! oh mann! its sucks! real bad! missed out on so much just for this shit! well times have changed so much! but i have to say some are good, not all bad, but still! it just all came back to me today! like WHY?!
AND i just found out i cant go for nsl finals! like wth! i cant believe im not going! irritating ass! so looking forward to it can! ai ya. cant be bothered then.